BMD + 2pm....=D

Kindly spend 30 minutes to write this post...

I have not much of time since this December have two examinations.

19/12/11- BMD-Mid-block test ( Chapter 1-27)

30/12/11- BMD-End-block test ( Chapter 28-54)

Omg man...that's end of 2011 and greeting for the coming 2012...=]

FIGHTING !!!
FIGHTING !!!
=]

Well...

That's about 2 months passed I knew about 2pm.

What I would like to say is~

Every things happened like a dream.

I just started to know about 2pm through the CABI song...

At the moment, I found out they are coming to Malaysia in November for the Asia Tour Concert.

Wooh...it is on time!! =]

Then I started to ask my friends whether want to go for the concert or not ?

And they all said:" YES! "

So be it......they journey toward 2pm get started....=D

Sometimes it is still hard to believe that I saw them

the REAL 2PM !!!

This is the first time I like K-pop so much even I don't know what they are singing.

Just felt like full of spirit when listen to their song and their dance.

It's amazing....haha!

So far I think I had listened to most of their song.

And I started to collect their item...

The First things I bought:

~2pm Hands Up limited edition album~

~ 2pm Asia Tour concert stuff ~

 ~ Towel & Rose from JunSu + Wooyoung ~

~ 2pm 1st Concert in SEOUL ~

~3 posters of 2pm ~

A medical student behave crazy like this...

But there will be a spirit if you managing it well...

Right ? haha...=]

After I graduate and become a doctor (2016), 

if I'm still a HOTTEST,

I will buy all 2pm stuffs...haha!

That's a promise...( is it expensive ??? haha...=D)

Kc signing off

[1622}

Basic Mechanisms of Disease...BMD block

Basic Mechanisms of Disease- MBBS 1st Semester second block.

What to say ? Pathology...Pharmacology...Parasitology & Microbiology.

These four subjects in this block really screw my mind out. Especially for the MICROBIOLOGY.

How I can remember all the microorganisms ? Impossible...I'm possible ?

So far what I have learned:

Staphylococcus spp

Streptococcus spp

Bacillus spp

Corynebacterium spp

Bacteroids spp

Prevotella spp

Porphyromonas spp

Veillonella spp

Propionibacterium spp

Clostridium spp

Campylobacter spp

Salmonella spp

Shigella spp

Mycobacterium spp

Nocardia spp

Treponema spp

Borrelia spp

Leptospira spp

Rickettsia  spp

Orientia spp

Erchlichia spp

Coxiella spp

Not yet finish...there are a lot. 

Some more the names above is just their species and each species still have their own genus. 

For example: Orientia- Orientia tsutsugamushi. 

What the fruit is that ? o.0

Start to worry about my future. Is that I will success to become a competence doctor ? A 5 stars doctor? 

There are really a lot a lot a lot of things you need to learn and you must know!!!
When we graduated, we will deal with human being, not paper works.

One of my lectures said:
" Being train to become a doctor is not to treat people, probably is to kill people."

Don't want to laugh or what ? But that is true...

The consequences to kill a patients is higher than treat a patients.

Is that every medical students facing the same situation with me ?

Or all the medical students are facing the same situation?

Adui...!!! Headache...

But sure I will find the way to study. 

Firstly I must enjoy study, don't learn by heart ! 

I must love all the microorganisms !!!!!  =]


My idol-Nichkhun said:
" It's a matter of how hard you work and how much you want it."

That's true...I always remind myself with it.
If you want it, you must work hard.

Okay...continue with my studies " Spirochaetes "....^^.

Tonight will be our MBBS students annual dinner which conduct in 

Flamingo Hostel by The Lake,Ampang.

Nice right ? Haha....

Kc signing off

[1234]

[Thank You-2pm]

2pm Hands Up concert 2011 Malaysia Tour

Seriously,I experienced somethings new in my 18 years life. It was really awesome and undescribed. I never been to a concert before and this time I take the opportunity and went for my idol concert---2PM !!!

Put your hands up...Put your hands up !!! P-p-p-put....XD

Before that, I totally not interested in K-pop. 

Firstly, I don't know what they are trying to sing. 

Some more I can't understand their language also. Why should I support them ? 

But...

When I get into MBBS program:

I meet the Korean Mum...=]

I start to know about SNSD...=)

From it....

I get to know about 2PM...=D

Something even worst,

I'm trying to learn Korean.

Korean gave me a very good impression.

Their fluency of speaking is quite nice...^^)

Come back to the concert...

I asking:" Why those people willing to stay overnight there just to watch the concert.

Now I know why, because I'm also doing the same thing. OMG~

(p/s: medical student...o.0)

On Thursday, our planning is to look around the place-Stadium Negara because we never been there before in case we get a wrong destination. When we arrived there around 5pm, we saw the Hottest already there and line up for the show. OMG...why so early ? I asked.

After we discussed among each other, we made a decision.

WE ALSO WANT TO STAY OVERNIGHT !!!

We meet two very nice girl, they willing to fetch us go back MAHSA and take us back to Stadium Negara again. They are so nice...Thank you Naf & Emma...=]

Seriously, very nice to meet you guys.

The time passed very fast. I think is because of the excitation of the concert.

We chit-chat, watching movie and we felt tiredness around 4am and we fall in sleep.

Around 5am, I alerted by someone. A very unusual thing happen...

OMG...a naked girl get crazy there. We all get shock and felt like very disturbed and scare.

She want to beat the security guard with naked.

We all stun there...@.@

Finally, 4 police car came and it is look like the police and robber drama.

Okay, end of the story.

On the next morning, 7am, three of us went back to MAHSA. Why is it so ?

Because we still have 3 lectures in the morning !!!!

The fact is, I cant even recall what the lecture taught on the Friday.

I was like super sleepy.

Yes !!! The lecture finished at 11.30am. 

After we bath and have our lunch, we continue our journey to 2pm concert!!! Yahoo...XD

When we arrived there around 2pm...is 2PM!!! haha...

Is was super crowded...

Can you imagine what will happen if we didn't stay overnight there?...0.0

Skip the middle part, it is too long to write...@.@

6am ! Wohoo...the situation getting serious already. All the hottest standing up and get ready for it.

The Rela also stand at outside and wait for the moment.

All the scene is look like having a demonstrate.

Is show time !!!

WELCOME To 2PM " Hands Up " Asia Tour

MALAYSIA 2011 !!!

I posted a part of the opening video...

(p/s: because of the size is too big, so I lower it and the resolution became blur)

But anyway, enjoy it....=D

All the way, I throw my throat out and shout as loud as I can !!!

Put your hands up...Put your hands up...P-p-p-put!

Come here, come here, let me boom your body...!

Back back back to you...!

Again and again and again and again!

AWESOME la...!!!!

I never ever forever regret went for this concert!!!

2PM...You all are amazing.

Felt proud to be the HOTTEST.

You guys really did a very very very good job.

Besides that, I saw my other favorite idol too.

Thomas Jack!!! haha...

2pm                            2pm

Nichkhun                     Taecyeon

Chansung       Junsu         Junho      Wooyoung

This concert really brought me a lot of memory.

Even I not buying for the rock pit ticket...

I also can saw them very clearly,

They are just in front of me....

is IN FRONT !!!! XD

Super excited !!!

^^)

Other than that, I got the opportunity shake hand with my idol family...

Nichkhun brother-Nichchan and his sister-Cherreen.

Cherreen is a very nice girl...

When I shouted her name, she came for my site. So sweet...XD

Happy moment passed very fast, the 2 hours concert going to be end.

It felt like so touching when they give their speech at the end part.

I though the concert will be end with the song " Thank You".

But they never let us down, they end it with the remix song

-Again & again-

-Hands Up-

We all dance crazy there and 1000% fully enjoyed it.

What I can't expected is~~~

I got the rose from them and a towel by Junsu & Wooyong

o.0...Until now, I still felt like it is impossible.

It was like a dream...=D

2011 2PM "Hands Up" concert really brought me a lot of memory...

I won't forget about that moment...

We shouted..

We played...

We get craziness...

We enjoyed...

MY HOTTEST....let shout for 2pm...!!!

2PM...2PM...2PM...!!!!!!

~ The End ~

Kc Signing Off

[1948]

Oh Cabi Cabi~~~=D

This few days, I got addicted to this song~Cabi Song.

It felt like very relax, freedom and no stress! haha...

English Lyrics 

C.A.B.I. Everyone gather here

C.A.B.I. The hot you and I

C.A.B.I. Everytime all right

C.A.B.I. Oh~ Wild River

oh Cabi Cabi more Hottest Hottest

oh Cabi Cabi in Crazy Crazy

oh Cabi Cabi oh Cabi Cabi

At this moment, we're all crazy summer time

I can do we can fly, just lend yourself

We're all so hot under the burning sun

with this thrill, let's enjoy it

At the moment it is crazy-zy summer time

Carribean Oh~ this is paradise

Carribean hey, I'm Summerholic

Just like this (you and i) this hot moment (all night)

ho ho now all of us

Whatever you want my honest heart

whatever you want come little closer

whatever whatever whatever you Now all of us

oh Cabi Cabi more Hottest Hottest

oh Cabi Cabi in Crazy Crazy

oh Cabi Cabi oh Cabi Cabi

At this moment, we're all crazy summer time

oh Cabi Cabi Cabi Everyone gather here

oh Cabi Cabi Cabi The hot you and I

oh Cabi Cabi Cabi Everytime all right

C.A.B.I. Oh~ Wild River

Every night hot summer party, 

hey you and me together

our endless passion action, 

now everyone (action)

a little bit more, bit more,

show me oh oh oh

show me, me oh oh oh

Carribean Oh~ in crazy love

Carribean Hey~ Shout it loud

whenever wherever, whenever, wherever

So shout it like this

oh Cabi Cabi more Hottest Hottest

oh Cabi Cabi in Crazy Crazy

oh Cabi Cabi oh Cabi Cabi

At this moment, we're all crazy summer time

oh Cabi Cabi Cabi Everyone gather here

oh Cabi Cabi Cabi The hot you and I

oh Cabi Cabi Cabi Everytime all right

C.A.B.I. Oh~ Wild River

oh Cabi Cabi more Hottest Hottest

oh Cabi Cabi in Crazy Crazy

oh Cabi Cabi oh Cabi Cabi

At this moment, we're all crazy summer time

C.A.B.I.~ C.A.B.I.~ C.A.B.I.~ C.A.B.I.~

~MAHSA Swimming Club~

We are coming !!! =D

Kc Signing Off

[1924]

凌晨327

凌晨3.27分...

我还是坐在电脑面前...滴滴答答的键盘声

我又写部落格了....

这次没用英文，也不想再用英文了。
可能用华语比较有感情吧~

加上自己的英文水准没有很高。

感觉好像。。。没意识......

最近每次睡觉都会发恶梦.....是我压力太大了吗？我想应该是吧~这两天都一直躺在床上想:" 我18岁了...就读医科...感觉有点不对...太年轻了？一直回想起之前的日子......我一步一步的走来，可是好像牺牲了太多东西。但我伪装的很好，这应该是处女座的性格吧~

之前读到关于处女座的个性...对我而言可说是99.9%准确...

但不知是坏事还是好事

喜欢胡思乱想，很不愿意伤害别人

容易走极端，有一颗最纯洁的心

最理想的爱情，也可能变得完全冷漠无情！

习惯独自面对孤单、寂寞、冷清

善于伪装得很独立，坚强；其实一点也不独立与坚强；执着得可怕，不懂得放手。

把阳光给了大家，却把悲伤给了自己！

渴望理解，却不奢求理解；

安于孤独，更能乐于孤独；

自尊心极强，什么事都要做到最好；

常常口是心非，想拒绝却开不了口；

朋友挺多，但懂的不多；

不喜欢主动联系别人，但绝不是不在乎；

不喜欢欠别人，也不喜欢别人欠自己；

很安静，也可以很疯。

学业。。。友情。。。家庭

全都在我的脑海中徘徊

我到底能撑到何时？伪装？坚强？

会有崩溃的一天吗？我希望这天不会来临

而这里...就是我释放压力的地方

不幸的是

这里永远得不到我想要的快乐......

Kc Signing Off

[1611]

24.9.2011

24.9.2011....A day that full of activities.

9.30am

Depart from MAHSA University College to Kamal bookstore to buy text book for semester 1 medicine course. There is like a small pasar stall....so crowded. But we are not buying vegetable, fish or chicken. Mostly all of us are buying medicine book. It is not Rm1 or Rm10. It is so expensive man...When you see the picture below, the first thing come to your mind is---WAH!!!

WAH...it is not groceries. It is all the text book...but all that books are for 6 of us....

Here is mine...@@...Saw all of these books also feel like tired ad...haha!

(ps: no money ad.....T.T....haha)

1.00pm

We moving on to another place that I never been before-Pusat Sains Negara.^^)

It is a very nice place for students to visit it....But for me~~Erm...not bad la. But I don't like....hahahah =P

4.30pm

We went for movie in Tropicana mall. What movie we watch ??!

Deng Deng Deng Deng.......

Johnny English Reborn!!!

7.30pm

We went back to MAHSA....

I start to wash my formal cloth and tidy up my room.

After write this post...I'm going to start my study already...

See You Guys...^^)

Kc Signing Off

[2241]

The Start of the Life

I finished my class for two days already, everything seem to be okay. I can still adapt to the medicine study environment. But it was just the beginning, it will be getting tough and tough. So, I need to have a very good skill in planning of time. It is the most important things. So far, I feel like the anatomy most because it is the most interesting subject in the semester one. Of course, the anatomy is the subject that need more understanding and memorizing. All the anatomy terms will be crazy for all of us, medical students will know about that...but anyway, just remember the 3S told by dean of medicine-Study...Study...and Study...hahaha!

Today morning we have the lecture class for anatomy( bones) and we need to know about all the bones in our body and use the anatomy terms to describe the relationship between each others in the lab in the afternoon. Crazy right ??!! haha. We need to demonstrate it example like the movement and the position. It is quite interesting but of course it will makes us crazy. But we must enjoy it cause we need to know about this...hehehe...=D

Who is she ??!!

 Wah...so hard working...XD

Anatomy

Physiology

 Biochemistry

Pharmacology

English

These are the subjects in one block that I need to cover up in 2 months time and it is damn a lots. Now I can understanding how the medical students feel like. I hope I can handle it also...^^)

The same things- STUDY STUDY and STUDY....

wakakaka....=D

Kc Signing off

[1900]

A New Begin

The orientations week is finished. During that moment, there are some Prof telling us about the MBBS course like how the medicine come from? How the white coat come from and etc. Besides, I'm so nervous about the format of MBBS examination and worried about the probability being fail from the exam. How scare am I ? But the honor is....I'm a Student Doctor! Sometimes I'm still cant believe that I'm taking medicine. Bachelor of Medicine and Bachelor of Surgery(MBBS) man....sound like crazy!

During the white coat ceremony, the moment when I'm standing on the stage and the Dean of faculty medicine helps us to put the white coat, I felt like how amazing it is. I'm so proud to myself because I'm a future doctor!

Starting from now, I must put my best step forward and become a 5 Stars doctor. It will be a long-life professionals. I would like to take the opportunity thank to Mr.Andrew and Dr. Shahril. Both of them helping me a lot and I have a chance to study medicine. A much of appreciate. Thank you...

Of course my lovely Mummy also. I love you Mum....=) 

Besides that, a celebration of Moon Festival has been held on this Monday night in MAHSA. There was a different experience. It was a very nice celebration with the MAHSA students and I knew a lot of new friends especially senior from the MBBS and DDS ( Doctor of Dental Surgery). They all are very nice people.Thank you again...XD

-Edmund-

-Zy Hoe-

-Jeff-

-Alvin-

-Kong Liang-

-Yi Wei-

- Sai Er-

 

Last but not least, I would like to thank to my classmate and best friends...^^)

-Joyce-

-Joseph-

-Cynthia-

-Cui Ting-

You all look awesome when wearing the white coat. Future professionals...!!!

Let's us work hard together and helping each other...there will be a long journey for us and it will be a wonderful 5 years.....^^)

Kc signing off

[1331]

Mum

Mum...I really hope that you can know more about me. But I hope you won't read this. Sorry mum...

Recently I behave like a crazy people...too many thing I need to consider about. My final exam will be start 2 more days. Until now,what I can say is-I haven prepare for it. My mood is going down and down and same goes with my toughness. God ! You must be kidding me ! Why I face so many challenges at once time? Family...Friend...Study...

Just want to tell the truth, I don't know when I will collapse. Don't know when I will give up myself. Don't know when I will get depression disorder.

Mum...I hope you can really understand me and why I want to choose medicine. It's already set up in my mind. Of course I know it won't be easy to study. Even it's take 10 to 15 years to study, I already prepare myself to face for it. It is not the problem whether I can afford it or not, it depend whether I want to do this or not. There are many reasons for me to choose medicine even I'm very interested in forensic science. I though a period of time. And finally, I'm giving up forensic science. It is very hurt. I can't let my dream just go away, but I need to do this. Fine...that's all over. GAME OVER.

Mum...I hope that you can really support me but not discourage me and change my mind. What I'm thinking about is my plans. It is enough and stop listen to the aunty aunty all.  I definitely know that what I'm doing and what I'm thinking. Finally...I really really hope that you can support my mind even thought the way is not easily. Because I know- all the ways I got your accompany.
MUM. I love you...^^)

Kc Signing Off

[2346]

Swimming

Recently, I found that I always take time to swim. The feeling swim in the water is nice, feel like so freedom. I always set my target higher and higher. Today I swim 8 turns breaststroke and 6 turns free styles. It is Awesome man! I also learned a cool skill-FLIT TURN.

It is nice right? haha

~Memory~

Kc Signing Off

[2303]

Tough and Complicated

I'm still remember that when I'm in Form 3, I already make up of my mind-I want to take forensic science. It is not because of the drama we watched-CSI or other else. Why I want to choose forensic science is because of I like Police and the JUSTICE. Besides that, the science field also can't lost in my life. Until that, I found out a course-Forensic Science. A very good combination of science theory and police to set up all the criminal that against the law to the court. What kind of aspirations are that ? Is it so great? Ya...That came out of my mind when I'm in Form 3.

I joined the science stream in Form 4 just want to achieve my dream. But the truth is-science I got C when taking the PMR. It is difficult to join the science stream since my science is terrible. My friend request the teacher to get me in and request the teacher again and again. 2 years time passed, the SPM result is released. Biology-A, Physics-A, Chemistry-A. At that moment, my feeling is nothing can described. I show to people, I CAN DO THIS!

I did many survey about the Forensic Science course. I also meet a friend that studying forensic science course in USM. Look like the God is also helping me...I meet a lecturer that studied Master's in Forensic Science before. I ask her a lot of opinion and she always give me a hand including showing her note and practical that she did last time in forensic course. She also help me to call the Supt. police officer that work in Cheras headquarter forensic lab and made an appointment for me. Much of appreciate...T.T When I got the offer letter from MSU and look at the syllabus, my spirit to take forensic science is getting stronger and stronger.

Some of the syllabus I feel very interesting in are:

• Introduction to Forensic Science 
• Crime Scene Investigation 
• Physical Evidence Analysis 
• Criminal Law 
• Forensic Psychology 
• Firearms and Ballistic 
• Forensic Medicine 
• Fire Investigation
• Forensic Computer
• Forensic DNA
• Forensic Entomology

And etc. Too many topic...can't list all.= = 

But~~~Recently I'm always think about it.

• What is the future if I studying forensic science? 
• Is that good compare with other course?
• Work at PDRM? JKM? Hospital? Private company? Kastam? 
• How much they want to pay for me and how much the salary can be maximised ? 

It is feel like my life will be getting harder and harder. I can't made a tough and complicated decision. Should I drop my dream to study Forensic Science? These words always escaped from my mouth...T.T

Should I...?

  

Kc Signing Off

[2146] 

New Blog Style...=D

Finally I changed my blog style already, everything look like fresh and cool. That will increases my mood to write the post. Wahaha...=.= lame. Wohoo...!!!

Kc signing off:

[1926]

Bla...Bla...Bla...

My Semester 1 final exam is going to end...tomorrow is the last subject-Psychology. haha...very happy !!! ^^). After exam, we are planning to have buffer and watch movie...Hurray ! But i scare the Math & English most...i got mental block when I'm answering the math question and i have no idea to write about the English essay. Aiyoyo...>.<

Seem like my foundation course is going to end soon. After that i need to change to Management & Science University (MSU) already. Sad....i need to leave my FIS friends and other friends. Anyone want to change to MSU ?! hahas...

Now, I'm going to have a nap and continue my Psychology Studies. =D

Kc signing off

[ 1623 ]

Sad or Happy ?

Still have 3 more days to go before I sit my semester 1 final exam. Everything is feel like under control, but the big problem for now is the killing subject-MALAYSIAN STUDIES!!! it is harder than biology...i think it is because of MS got too many word that i don understand the meaning. How i want to face the subject that together with math on the same day. Haiz...my confidence is getting lower especially the English listening that made my mood down. What the...i even can't understand what the guy are trying to say in the part 2.Is their speaking got problem or our ear got problem?...I think my English will get 2 point something or worst come to worse 1 point something. Some more the coursework mark look like not so good. What is the CGPA i need to score for this exam ? 2 weeks after the exam, everything will be announced.

Decision

As time passed, I have been in MAHSA for 4 month already. I will sit my final exam on the next Monday. Should I tension or what ? Why i just feel like relax only ? Is that because of I'm not planning to take MBBS or DDS course ? So i don't need to care much about my result ? haiz...

I always think about it. Why i dont just take a course that offer in MAHSA. Why i want to change the university ? I got many friends here and why I want to start a new environment there and majority is malay. Why why why...Thats is only one reason- I want to fight for my dream. Even though there is only a ray of hope, i still will put my best foot forward to acheive my dream and join the CSI unit in forensic department in PDRM.

I heard many people said like there is no CSI unit in Malaysia. You watched too much of drama. But the truth is, it really have the unit in Malaysia and it is just not so famous like the CSI we watched-CSI Las Vegas. haha...

Below are the result that I found in forensic unit in PDRM

There are 5 Sections namely:

                  1) Administration

                  2) Physical - Crime Scene Investigation (CSI)

                                    - Fingerprint

                                    - Computer Crime

                                    - Document

                                    - Audio Visual

                   3) Biology - Biological areas

                                    - DNA Analysis (DNA Data Bank)

                   4) Chemistry - Arson & Criminalistic

                                      - Ballistic

                                      - Etching/ Vehicle Examination

                  5) Narcotics                

Do u see that ? Is Crime Scene Investigator (CSI) 

Forensic is a very important department in police force. They need to take control all the evidence and check for the evidence. That is an important unit that use scientific method to solve the crimes and bring them to court for those people against the law. It is a very challenges job.

Maybe I got a big heart to join the forensic field. Thats why i cannot think about any course i might be take for except forensic science. When my English teacher ask us to write an essay, I also wrote the topic that about forensic. Shit man, I got the poison already. Every time forensic forensic...XD

So, my planing is still want to become a forensic scientist. No matter how hard it is, I will try my best to do it. Even though someone is pulling my leg, I will also try to do it. Because I am I.......

I'm back...^^)

I'm back...I think is almost 1 year already I just leave my blog there. Since my friend remind me then only i know I'm still have a blog here. OMG~ how come i can forget this. Here recorded all my living styles...my memory and my life. But now, i will try my best to upload it and don't abandon it anymore.

p/s: my laptop cannot type mandarin, i will use English to update my blog so that i can improve my English. XD