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凌晨3.27分...

我还是坐在电脑面前...滴滴答答的键盘声

我又写部落格了....

这次没用英文，也不想再用英文了。
可能用华语比较有感情吧~

加上自己的英文水准没有很高。

感觉好像。。。没意识......

最近每次睡觉都会发恶梦.....是我压力太大了吗？我想应该是吧~这两天都一直躺在床上想:" 我18岁了...就读医科...感觉有点不对...太年轻了？一直回想起之前的日子......我一步一步的走来，可是好像牺牲了太多东西。但我伪装的很好，这应该是处女座的性格吧~

之前读到关于处女座的个性...对我而言可说是99.9%准确...

但不知是坏事还是好事

喜欢胡思乱想，很不愿意伤害别人

容易走极端，有一颗最纯洁的心

最理想的爱情，也可能变得完全冷漠无情！

习惯独自面对孤单、寂寞、冷清

善于伪装得很独立，坚强；其实一点也不独立与坚强；执着得可怕，不懂得放手。

把阳光给了大家，却把悲伤给了自己！

渴望理解，却不奢求理解；

安于孤独，更能乐于孤独；

自尊心极强，什么事都要做到最好；

常常口是心非，想拒绝却开不了口；

朋友挺多，但懂的不多；

不喜欢主动联系别人，但绝不是不在乎；

不喜欢欠别人，也不喜欢别人欠自己；

很安静，也可以很疯。

学业。。。友情。。。家庭

全都在我的脑海中徘徊

我到底能撑到何时？伪装？坚强？

会有崩溃的一天吗？我希望这天不会来临

而这里...就是我释放压力的地方

不幸的是

这里永远得不到我想要的快乐......

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24.9.2011

24.9.2011....A day that full of activities.

9.30am

Depart from MAHSA University College to Kamal bookstore to buy text book for semester 1 medicine course. There is like a small pasar stall....so crowded. But we are not buying vegetable, fish or chicken. Mostly all of us are buying medicine book. It is not Rm1 or Rm10. It is so expensive man...When you see the picture below, the first thing come to your mind is---WAH!!!

WAH...it is not groceries. It is all the text book...but all that books are for 6 of us....

Here is mine...@@...Saw all of these books also feel like tired ad...haha!

(ps: no money ad.....T.T....haha)

1.00pm

We moving on to another place that I never been before-Pusat Sains Negara.^^)

It is a very nice place for students to visit it....But for me~~Erm...not bad la. But I don't like....hahahah =P

4.30pm

We went for movie in Tropicana mall. What movie we watch ??!

Deng Deng Deng Deng.......

Johnny English Reborn!!!

7.30pm

We went back to MAHSA....

I start to wash my formal cloth and tidy up my room.

After write this post...I'm going to start my study already...

See You Guys...^^)

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The Start of the Life

I finished my class for two days already, everything seem to be okay. I can still adapt to the medicine study environment. But it was just the beginning, it will be getting tough and tough. So, I need to have a very good skill in planning of time. It is the most important things. So far, I feel like the anatomy most because it is the most interesting subject in the semester one. Of course, the anatomy is the subject that need more understanding and memorizing. All the anatomy terms will be crazy for all of us, medical students will know about that...but anyway, just remember the 3S told by dean of medicine-Study...Study...and Study...hahaha!

Today morning we have the lecture class for anatomy( bones) and we need to know about all the bones in our body and use the anatomy terms to describe the relationship between each others in the lab in the afternoon. Crazy right ??!! haha. We need to demonstrate it example like the movement and the position. It is quite interesting but of course it will makes us crazy. But we must enjoy it cause we need to know about this...hehehe...=D

Who is she ??!!

 Wah...so hard working...XD

Anatomy

Physiology

 Biochemistry

Pharmacology

English

These are the subjects in one block that I need to cover up in 2 months time and it is damn a lots. Now I can understanding how the medical students feel like. I hope I can handle it also...^^)

The same things- STUDY STUDY and STUDY....

wakakaka....=D

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