Mum

Mum...I really hope that you can know more about me. But I hope you won't read this. Sorry mum...

Recently I behave like a crazy people...too many thing I need to consider about. My final exam will be start 2 more days. Until now,what I can say is-I haven prepare for it. My mood is going down and down and same goes with my toughness. God ! You must be kidding me ! Why I face so many challenges at once time? Family...Friend...Study...

Just want to tell the truth, I don't know when I will collapse. Don't know when I will give up myself. Don't know when I will get depression disorder.

Mum...I hope you can really understand me and why I want to choose medicine. It's already set up in my mind. Of course I know it won't be easy to study. Even it's take 10 to 15 years to study, I already prepare myself to face for it. It is not the problem whether I can afford it or not, it depend whether I want to do this or not. There are many reasons for me to choose medicine even I'm very interested in forensic science. I though a period of time. And finally, I'm giving up forensic science. It is very hurt. I can't let my dream just go away, but I need to do this. Fine...that's all over. GAME OVER.

Mum...I hope that you can really support me but not discourage me and change my mind. What I'm thinking about is my plans. It is enough and stop listen to the aunty aunty all.  I definitely know that what I'm doing and what I'm thinking. Finally...I really really hope that you can support my mind even thought the way is not easily. Because I know- all the ways I got your accompany.
MUM. I love you...^^)

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Swimming

Recently, I found that I always take time to swim. The feeling swim in the water is nice, feel like so freedom. I always set my target higher and higher. Today I swim 8 turns breaststroke and 6 turns free styles. It is Awesome man! I also learned a cool skill-FLIT TURN.

It is nice right? haha

~Memory~

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Tough and Complicated

I'm still remember that when I'm in Form 3, I already make up of my mind-I want to take forensic science. It is not because of the drama we watched-CSI or other else. Why I want to choose forensic science is because of I like Police and the JUSTICE. Besides that, the science field also can't lost in my life. Until that, I found out a course-Forensic Science. A very good combination of science theory and police to set up all the criminal that against the law to the court. What kind of aspirations are that ? Is it so great? Ya...That came out of my mind when I'm in Form 3.

I joined the science stream in Form 4 just want to achieve my dream. But the truth is-science I got C when taking the PMR. It is difficult to join the science stream since my science is terrible. My friend request the teacher to get me in and request the teacher again and again. 2 years time passed, the SPM result is released. Biology-A, Physics-A, Chemistry-A. At that moment, my feeling is nothing can described. I show to people, I CAN DO THIS!

I did many survey about the Forensic Science course. I also meet a friend that studying forensic science course in USM. Look like the God is also helping me...I meet a lecturer that studied Master's in Forensic Science before. I ask her a lot of opinion and she always give me a hand including showing her note and practical that she did last time in forensic course. She also help me to call the Supt. police officer that work in Cheras headquarter forensic lab and made an appointment for me. Much of appreciate...T.T When I got the offer letter from MSU and look at the syllabus, my spirit to take forensic science is getting stronger and stronger.

Some of the syllabus I feel very interesting in are:

• Introduction to Forensic Science 
• Crime Scene Investigation 
• Physical Evidence Analysis 
• Criminal Law 
• Forensic Psychology 
• Firearms and Ballistic 
• Forensic Medicine 
• Fire Investigation
• Forensic Computer
• Forensic DNA
• Forensic Entomology

And etc. Too many topic...can't list all.= = 

But~~~Recently I'm always think about it.

• What is the future if I studying forensic science? 
• Is that good compare with other course?
• Work at PDRM? JKM? Hospital? Private company? Kastam? 
• How much they want to pay for me and how much the salary can be maximised ? 

It is feel like my life will be getting harder and harder. I can't made a tough and complicated decision. Should I drop my dream to study Forensic Science? These words always escaped from my mouth...T.T

Should I...?

  

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New Blog Style...=D

Finally I changed my blog style already, everything look like fresh and cool. That will increases my mood to write the post. Wahaha...=.= lame. Wohoo...!!!

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